Saving Myself.. From Love. ch.1
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I decided I needed a story that was a little more deepThis story is a little closer to my heart.. Chapter oneHe was my rock, my shelter, my inhaler when I needed to breathe. He saved me from being swallowed into a big toxic wasteland of pure depression. How did I repay him? I yelled at him, I was angry at him for not leaving me alone in my sad little world. For not giving me the chance to save myself.Of course this sounds beyond stupid but Ive always been that girl who didnt need a certain prince charming to rescue me. It was all fairytales and myths. And me myself had no time to sit alone in my room and read up on a happily ever after, It just wasnt what I was planning on anytime soon.This prince charming wouldnt give up though. He pushed me to the very bridge I once stood on. He pushed me away only making me more terrified of love than I already was.Now anytime I hear the word love I gag. I cant stand it and to me love is just another one of those myths. A wise person in my once happy life told me love ruled the world, and we only made a greater cause.Such a fool I was for believing this and carrying it with me all through my life until now. Now it was something that hadnt even crossed my mind until this very brief second. That wise person is nothing but a low fool who doesnt exist anymore.The fool was a person who gave me life. Literally. She brought me into this screwed over world. And again I repay somebody with nothing but an insult. I repay her by calling her a fool, but this wasnt as bad as what I had called her through many days of my life. And yet she was always there for me in my roughest moments. But this isnt a fiction story where everything turns out ok.It actually turns out that even though she was there for me. She never understood me. Nobody did. Ok, so really this is how every teenage girl feels.. But I started realizing just how alone I was in this world when I was exactly ten years old. When that man I called a father left. He didnt leave because he felt like it. He left because I scared him. He used to say my piercing blue eyes could see right through him. And It was true. I could see just how scared he was. Sure, he cared about the woman who conceived me but honestly I was the biggest mistake of both of their lives. After seeing and going through pure agony without my beloved father I vowed I would never love. It caused nothing but hurt.My mom finally realized how bad it was when I started rewriting fairytale endings into morbid horrors.When I was about fourteen I found a book that was basically a curse to me. Romeo and Juliet. I thought it had to be the worst love story I had ever heard. Juliet falls deeply in love with the handsome Romeo in about five minutes and they love each other even through their tragic death. But in reality we all knew how this would really be. Juliet and Romeo hooked up after having a few drinks and decided they supposedly loved each other. In the end they both died from alcohol poisoning. Thats how my report went in literature class. My teacher seemed amused yet interested in my so called theory. Even though it was to the ut-most truth I got a D. When I was fifteen my whole life meant nothing to me anymore. My mom, the one I thought could bring me out of my love phase left me. Now I had another thing on my fully long list of hate. Cancer. It was right there under Love. When my mom died I was surprised I didnt cry. But I somewhat congratulated myself. I didnt cry, which means love didnt get the best of me. I didnt let love take me down. The love for my mom was the only strong power I had possessed. Weakness took over me and yet I didnt shed one tear.I did however go into a depressive state. I still wore my bright colors that I adored. I just changed in my state of mind. I didnt look emo but I definitely acted emo. Always writing songs and thinking about how cruel the world was. When I went into foster care I decided not to talk to one single soul. It just wouldnt happen. My foster parents scolded me for never speaking my mind or letting my feelings go. But they were just as stupid as the beverly hillbillies. I let my feelings go into my writing. It was my last resort to finding inner peace and not totally breaking into those tiny pieces I could already see in my messed up mind. There had to be some way I could save myself. I just hadnt fount it yet.
i did you wrong
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- Author: sktngx247
this song explains alot in my life right now;You know, I want you all to just sit back and think for a second.You know what i mean?Now, there's a lot of haters out there hating on peoples relationships and stuff.Don't nobody wanna see you happy.They always try to take your joy, bring you down.But, you gotta be the one to sit by your mate and say "I'ma be with you no matter what"Yo know what I'm saying? Fuck it, I did wrong, you did wrong too.You know what I'm saying?But, we gotta put up with each others shit.And, the easiest thing to do is leave, ya dig?Anyway, check this out...I don't want to lose this relationshipSo, we gotta stay strong, don't wanna move onI know you're sick and tired of the fussing, and the fighting, and the cussingWell, I love you ... and you love me tooI did you wrong, you did me wrongI take you back, you take me backI did you wrong girl, you did me wrong girlI'll take you back, i'll take you backNo matter what you doNo matter what you sayNo matter how far you goDon't take your love awayBecause I love youAnd girl, I want youAnd girl, I need youSo let's just work it outI ain't tryna waste your timeAnd, I ain't tryna waste my timeThere ain't no need to waste no time'Cause we done put in too much timeI ain't tryna waste your timeI ain't tryna waste my timeAin't no need to waste no time'Cause we done put in too much timeWhen you're in a relationshipThe easiest thing for you to doIs to leaveYou gotta stick it out, and work it outAnd stick it out, and work it outAnd stick it out, and work it out'Cause at the end of the day...I did you wrong, you did me wrongI take you back, you take me backI did you wrong girl, you did me wrong girlI'll take you back, i'll take you backNo matter what you doNo matter what you sayNo matter how far you goDon't take your love awayBecause I love youAnd girl, I want youAnd girl, I need youSo let's just work it outI love you baby, I need you in my life.You know what I'm saying?I'm sick and tired of the arguing and all that good stuffI mean, I'm pleading on this track because i really really love youAnd, I really want us to work outYou know? I want to marry you baby.You know? I want you to be in my life for the rest of my lifeYou know what I'm saying?Anyway, I'm just talking a whole lot of jibberjabberBut uhm me without you is like the moon without the sunAnd the sun without the moon.Pleasure P without Pretty Ricky.You know what I'm saying?A blunt with no droExactly with no bodyYou get what I'm saying baby?You dig? Aight.. you digHolla at ya boyI love youI did you wrong, you did me wrongI take you back, you take me backI did you wrong girl, you did me wrong girlI'll take you back, i'll take you backNo matter what you doNo matter what you sayNo matter how far you goDon't take your love awayBecause I love youAnd girl, I want youAnd girl, I need youSo let's just work it out
lonestar
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- Author: Lyricsbyme3
Oh yeahYeah oh yeahThe only ground I ever owned was sticking to my shoesNow I look at my front porch and this panoramic viewI can sit and watch the fields fill upWith rays of glowing sunOr watch the moon lay on the fencesLike that's where it was hungMy blessings are in front of meIt's not about the landI'll never beat the viewFrom my front porch looking inThere's a carrot top who can barely walkWith a sippy cup of milkA little blue eyed blonde with shoes on wrong'Cause she likes to dress herselfAnd the most beautiful girl holding both of themAnd the view I love the mostIs my front porch looking in, yeahI've traveled here and everywhereFollowing my jobI've seen the paintings from the airBrushed by the hand of GodThe mountains and the canyons reach from sea to shining seaBut I can't wait to get back homeTo the one he made for meIt's anywhere I'll ever go and everywhere I've beenNothing takes my breath awayLike my front porch looking inThere's a carrot top who can barely walkWith a sippy cup of milkA little blue eyed blonde with shoes on wrong'Cause she likes to dress herselfAnd the most beautiful girl holding both of themYeah the view I love the mostIs my front porch looking inI see what beautiful is aboutWhen I'm looking in Not when I'm looking outThere's a carrot top who can barely walkWith a sippy cup of milkA little blue eyed blonde with shoes on wrong'Cause she likes to dress herselfAnd the most beautiful girl holding both of themYeah the view I love the mostOh, the view I love the mostIs my front porch looking inYeahOh, there's a carrot top who can barely walk(From my front porch looking in)A little blue eyed blonde with shoes on wrong, yeahAnd the most beautiful girl(Beautiful girlFrom my front porch looking in)Holding both of themOh, yeah
Nbb No.20
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- Author: jayjayfoged
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No.20 ..enjoy :)prieviously...alex, rhiannon, rosalina and jesse found out about sonny and georgie*they didn't se them walk in*alex: omg!*they walk over*david: hey guysalex: *in shock* dad....georgie...dating?nat: yhdavid: alex we're gonna be brothers!alex: *out of shock* yeah man!!!*they hug*amy: but...what about us?david: nothing'll change we can still dateamy: can i speak to you in private?david: sure*they walk off*amy: i don't think we can date anymoredavid: what?! why?!amy: well, if your mom and my uncle are dating it'd be like me dating my cousindavid: yh but we're not actually relatedamy: yh but i don'tr know if i;d be comfortable with it, i go back the L.A in 2 days anway so maybe it's for the bestdavid: don't say that! we belong together!amy: i'm sorry david*amy's phone rings*amy: hello?*lets call amy's mom...lexy*lexy: hey amyamy: oh hey mom whats up?lexy: good news! we got the house!amy: what house?lexy: the one down the block from nat and alexamy: oh, wait when did you try to move?lexy: you remember when you were in your bedroom and i came in and told you?amy: *has a flashback and remember she was secretly litening to her ipod* oh...yeah i remeberlexy: ok so you'll come home as planned in two days then we're going bac kto new york 2 weeks lateramy: oh umm...oklexy: see you in 2 daysamy: bye momlexy: bye*they hang up*david: what was that about?amy: oh ermm...nothingdavid: are you movingamy: well actually....nodavid: but your mom mensioned a houseamy: yh umm...she won at poker...got a full housedavid: oh ok...but please can we stay togetheramy: i don't knowdavid: *kisses her* pleaseamy: *smile* ok*they walk back holding hands*amy: wanna go movies david?david: sure, mom that coolgeorgie: suredavid: cool by guy*they leave*nat: rosalina do you wanna go to the movies, your dressed for a date *smiles*rosalina: *laughs* surealex: rhiannon, you wanna go?rhiannon: surejesse: hey umm....oh yeah thats right i have no1! i SO need a boyfriend!sonny: why not just ask jonny, donny or jonnyjesse: hey thats a good idea!*she phone them**at amy and david**press come*press: daivd?!?! daivd?!?! is this your new girlfriend?david: yeahpress: ooo lala!david: whats her nameamy: i can speak you could ask me *laughs*press: whats you name sweetie?amy: amypress: amy! nice name!amy: thankspress: so why are you 2 all dressed up going on a date?david: we are actuallypress: oo!! where to?amy: do you think we're stupid? *laughs* you'll just follow us! *laughs*press: she's smart david! keep her!david: don't worry *smiles at her* i willpress: well i would bet you 2 make the cover tomorrowamy: the cover? of a real magazine? me on the cover wow! i know i'm nat and alex's cousin but...press: nat and alex's cousin hey, ooo david's girlfriend also nat and alex's cousin, thats a good story line, i think you'll be getting abit more pressamy: ermm....ok?david: now can you please leave?press: noamy: go away!press: we need gossipdavid: stop shoving these cameras in our faces*they run**They get rid of them*amy: *out of breath* whoa that was a close onedavid: *out of breath* yeah sorry bout that, but i think they'll be coming to you in L.A. after thisamy: hopefully not! i can't do this everyday *laughs*david: *see's a press person**tries to move the the side but he trips and falls on top of amy*amy: *screams*david: *still on tops of her* *laughs* shh!!amy: *laughs* are they gonedaivd: i don't know *kisses amy*amy: *smiles**at nat and rosalina**on the way*rosalina: so what movie do you wanna see?nat: i dno what about...ooo that new james bond filmrosalina: ok sure...as long as you pay *laughs*nat: so that how is it hey *laughs*rosalina: well you picked itnat: well i also pick to do this *starts tickling rosalina*rosalina: *Laughing* nat! stop!nat: no! i picked to do this*carries on tickling her*rosalina: *laughs* nat! stop! nat!*starts to run away and nat chases her**nat picks her up*rosalina: *screams**nat kisses her*rosalina: *smile*nat: i thought that's make you smile *laughs*rosalina: your so full of itnat: *laughs* but thats the reason you like me right? *laughs*rosalina: *smiles* one of the reasons *kisses him*nat: lets get to that movie then:D hope ya liked it :)thanks for watching :)
Metallica-No Remorse
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Tags: metal Metallica No Remorse Thrash
No mercy for what we are doingNo thought to even what we have doneWe dont need to feel the sorrowNo remorse for the helpless oneWar without endNo remorse no repentWe dont care what it meantAnother day another deathAnother sorrow another breathNo remorse no repentWe dont care what it meantAnother day another deathAnother sorrow another breathBlood feeds the war machineAs it eats its way across the landWe dont need the feel the sorrowNo remorse is the one commandWar without endNo remorse no repentWe dont care what it meantAnother day another deathAnother sorrow another breathNo remorse no repentWe dont care what it meantAnother day another deathAnother sorrow another breathOnly the strong surviveNo one to save the weaker raceWe are ready to kill all comersLike a loaded gun right at your faceWar without endNo remorse no repentWe dont care what it meantAnother day another deathAnother sorrow another breathNo remorse no repentWe dont care what it meantAnother day another deathAnother sorrow another breathAttackBullets are flyingPeople are dyingWith madness surrounding all hells breaking looseSoldiers are houndingBodies are mountingCannons are shouting to take their abuseWith war machines goingBlood starts to flowingNo mercy given to anyone hearThe furious fightingSwords are like lightingIt all becomes frightening to youKnow death is nearNo remorse
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